KeymasterPL

Thank You All For Your Birthday Wishes

2011-10-31T01:00:00.000-07:00

I want to thank everyone who said happy birthday to me yesterday, whichever way you did. I actually decided that I wanted to list everyone who said it and the order that it was received. First to note, if you said it more than once you will still only be on the list once, but it will say the different ways that you did it though.

So thank you to:

Andrew Logston who said
Mom who said
Matthew Logston who texted and called
Kim King via Facebook
Danielle Grace who Called
Mary Grace Seshun via Facebook
Joshua Morris via AIM
Vanessa Wong via Facebook
Abraham Cho who said and via Facebook
Denise Tsang via Facebook
Troy Evers via Facebook
Ron Crews via Facebook
Katie Chrzanowski via Facebook
Sly Sybilski via Facebook
Gabriel Hernandez III via Facebook
Hana Hadiprodjo who texted and via Facebook
Nic Cardenas who texted
Becca Grosch via Facebook
Julie Harumi Kabuki via Facebook
Gary Logston who said and via Facebook
Paster Eric who said
Paster Kent who said
Ramya who said and via Facebook
Peter who said
Walter who said
Steven who said
Bob who said
Chrest Comuunity Church Congregation
Tara Savarese via Facebook
Rachel Pollack via Facebook
Francisco Arias who texted, said, and via Facebook
Janet Pollack - Facebook
Madison Culp via Facebook
Ashley Woods via Facebook
Vince via Facebook
Arman Karakhanyan via Facebook
Michael Jordan via Facebook
Amanda Henriques via Facebook
Jennifer Rhee via Facebook
Tony Banter Sanchez via Facebook
Mota Family who Called
David who said
Devlin who said
Melissa Fernandez via Facebook
Chirs McCoy who texted
Nickolas Burciaga via Facebook
Josh Conger via Facebook
Kevin Macwan via Facebook
George Ponder via Facebook
Gage Ponder via Facebook
Victoria Chauvel via Facebook
Malcolm Mumme via Facebook
Rosa Cedillo via Facebook
Brian Adigwu via Facebook
David Lowry via Facebook
Robert Fisher via Facebook
Cameron Booth who said
Kimberley Ann Hutter via Facebook
Elva Flomo via Facebook
Kyle Jones via Facebook
June Nzilani via Facebook
Lester Graham(Jagger) via Facebook
Emily Swanson via Facebook
Shelby Reed via Facebook
Bryan Bowman viaFacebook
Samson Meche via Facebook
Terrence E Quarles via Facebook
Jennifer Sayed who texted and said
Brad Logston who called
Joshuah Guenver via Facebook
Pat Miller (God-Moma) via Facebook
Jdot Dennis (Papa J) via Facebook
Cassie Ries via Facebook
Bobby Surface via Facebook
Stephanie Coffman via Facebook
Marissa Christina Good via Facebook
David Madding who said
Stephanie Pinzon via Facebook
Chirstie Cowles via Facebook
Kevin Burgan via Facebook
Lyan Phan via Facebook
Lauren Brown via Facebook
Alfred Ramirez who called and said
Chad Correa via Facebook
Cemlie who said
Jeffrey Lukito via Facebook

Now the order could be a bit off, but for the most part it is actuate. And also thank you to everyone who prayed for me or gave me birthday wishes but did not let me know in some way. My birthday was awesome and it was a blessed day. Once again I want to thank you all who said something to me, it means a lot.

I also hope that your birthday are amazing when they come around, and that you are blessed every single day, not just on your birthday. Have a great day everyone.

Hope

2011-09-29T21:42:00.000-07:00

Well the first official week of my second year of college is coming to it's end and man has a lot of events already occurred. The days has seemed to just drag on and, I personally feel exhausted from it all.

It really all started with the house that I moved into. I was going to be living with 5 other guys from my Christian Fellowship group on campus (called Intervarsity) and my brother. My brother and me moved in a week before school was suppose to kick off and found out that all the utilities were turned off. We got them on and running again after about three days. Then some of the roommates started to move in slowly as Intervarsity had a couple of events to gather some of the incoming freshmen. Everything was going fine then the city started to give the house troubles. Supposedly, in the city where I am at, you are only allowed to have 4 people live in a house, unless the people are family, and we had 7 people living in this house. At first we really didn't think anything of it until a 200 dollar fine was given to us for having more than 4 people living in the house. They told us we if had more than 4 people in the house next time they came by then the fine would jump up to 1000 dollars. Thus I am one of the 3 members of the house that has to move out and find another place to live.

The next major event that happened involved the children's ministry that I am leading. One parent is leaving the ministry and taking her kids with her. Now that doesn't really sound like it is a bad event, but the issue come in that this one person brought most of the parents who had children. In turn, the child count went from around 10-13 per week to 1 girl. As I said before, it is really not that bad, but it just is a big hit to my spirit. I had plans to teach these 10-13 kids, and not to say I can't teach this 1 girl with the same lesson plan, but it is just different.

Yet, with these events, and some other personal events, there is still hope. Yes, I might have 1 girl in my children's ministry right now, but God could really touch her spirit and lead her to understanding. And yes, I am going to have to move out of the house I thought I was going to be living in right now to an apartment, but God can still move in helping me find an apartment to live in. And, God maybe wanted me to move so that He could do amazing things in that complex. I don't know why all of this is really happening all at once, but I do have hope that God will make everything right.

This hope is something that we all need to take a hold of. We can't let the situations that we are going through to stop us. So what if I have 1 child in the ministry and that I have to move, God will do great works wherever I am and with that 1 child.

Have hope, because God has your back. Have hope, because God is not going to drop you after picking you up. Have hope, because God just loves you.

So I ask you to have hope with me. Stick through the tough times. End the end, God will be glorified and will bless you.

- KeymasterPL

Excuses

2011-09-16T13:06:00.000-07:00

It's funny when people want to do something and yet just put it off because of "random circumstances". Such as:

There is not enough time in the day for that to happen

There is just way to much going on

If that happens that I will have to be working by myself

I don't think that things will go well

It just doesn't seem like things will be able to start

We can do other things during this time then actually start this at this time

I don't want to do this

Now really think about it for a second. What does all of those things sounds like to you? Reasons why the something can't happen at a certain time or excuses. I lean on the side of excuses, especially when the thing that you are suppose to do is from God Himself.

But think about it, would God give you a huge pull for something and then give you all these excuses. Now, yes God does work in His own time and could tell you that this event needs to happen later. But if God would be telling you this, it wouldn't be in the form of excuses.

If God tells you to do something, or give you a big pull, or if God gives you a heart to do something then you should go for it. Don't make excuses about why you can't do it or why there is no way that it can happen. Those things will just stop the blessing God has for you, and the people that would be touched by that ministry God has for you. Jump on to the train God has set for you and don't wait for the next train or wait to make a connection somewhere else. Follow the right train that is set before you, and ride the ride that God wants to ride.

-KeymasterPL

I Will Never

2011-08-18T14:42:00.000-07:00

How many times have you said that statement? I will never (insert item here). Like:

I will never date this person

I will never have sex before marriage

I will never listen to this kind of music

I will never drink

I will never do drugs

I will never go to this place

I will never eat this food

I will never grow up to be my parents

I will never do that again

I will never make that mistake again

I will never jump the gun

I will never treat people badly

I will never go to a club

I will never hang with this person again

I will never talk to this person again

I will never join this group of people

Now look back at these and others that you have told yourself. How many of them have you actually kept. How many times have you said that you will never do something, but then end up caving and doing it at some point in your life. For example, you tell yourself that you will never make the same mistake again. Ok fine, but then later on you find yourself making the exact same mistake that you said you would never do again. Well, I guess that didn't work out.

But now you might be asking the question of why didn't it work.

"Words have power, so why didn't it work to say that I will never do this again? I kept saying it to myself so that it wouldn't happen, but it did."

Well, there is a very simple answer to this. And the answer is really simple, but we usually miss it. It is involved with one specific word in the statement of "I will never". The word.... is I.

When you say "I will never" you are actually saying that you won't do something with your power. For example, if you say "I will never drink" then you are saying you will do everything in your power not to drink. For some things your own will power will be enough to stop you from doing it, but there are just somethings that we just can't really control. Most of the time these issues have big emotional attachments.

With the big emotional attachments we seem to not be ourselves anymore. We basically will go with the flow and will about do anything to keep that emotional attachment alive or dead. For example, if you say that you will never have sex before marriage then you are treading on rocky waters. Now yes it might be easy if you don't have a girlfriend, but what happens when you do have a girlfriend and you get into a situation that leaves both of you alone. Emotions can easily rise up and that is where the trouble usually takes place. And most of the time at that moment your will power that says that you won't have sex before marriage seems to be nothing. Then you might end up have sex before you are married.

Another example is saying that you will never drink again. A lot of people drink to get things off their mind, and if that is why you are drinking then how well do you think you will be able to stop. Especially if the event you are trying to drown out with alcohol is painful to you. Your will power will only be able to go so far until you would have to drink to make the pain go away, or the make the memory go away. Then the cycle starts all over again. And again, and again.

But how do you beat these things? How do you actually not do what you say you aren't going to do? It is actually a simple answer the these questions. Instead of going off your own will power to not do these things, go off of God's power. With God will can do all things, not alone we can do all things. So, ask God for the strength to not do something. Stop trying to fight these battles alone, and let God help you. You know that we don't have to go into battle alone against the enemy right? God is gracious enough to lend us a hand in the fight against the enemy. And the best part is that God will always be there with us. God will never leave our side in the battle against the enemy.

So stop fighting alone. Let God fight along side with you.

-KeymasterPL

Giving Your All

2011-08-11T22:58:00.000-07:00

You are - Tenth Avenue North Lord of empty space
You breathe and then create
Before the earth was made
You are
The King of every age
Outside of time and space
The heavens speak Your name
You are
You areLord of brilliant light

You separate the night
And everything inside
You are
The One who calms the seas
And every part of me
With just a word You speak
You are
You are.

I give You all of me for all You are
Here I am
Take me apart
Take me apart
I give You all of me for all You are
Here I am
Take me apart
Take me apart

Angels bowing down
Beneath the rushing sound
A voice that thunders out
You are
The one who holds the stars
And the beating of my heart
Exalted above all
You are
You are
I give You all of me for all You are
Here I am
Take me apart
Take me apart
I give You all of me for all You are
Here I am
Take me apart
Take me apart
All I am I want to lay down at Your feet 3x
I give You all of me for all You are
Here I am
Take me apart
Take me apart
I give You all of me for all You are
Here I am
Take me apart
Take me apart
So, how many of you are going to truly give God all of who you are? How many of you are going to give God everything that you do? How many of you would drop whatever you had to follow God? How many of you will truly let God take you apart? No really, how many of you will truly let God take you apart? And I know many of you would just jump to say "Yeah. God really take me apart. I want you to take out everything that is not of you. Take me apart. I am giving you Lord all of me". Now really look back at the words. Are you really giving God all of you? Are you? Now let me ask you this: Are you doing anything with what you are giving to God? If you ask God to take you apart are you doing anything with what he takes away? If God tells you that you need to fix this part of your life, or you need to get rid of this portion of your life, or you need to let this person go, or even you need to stop hanging around this person what would you do? First instinct is to say: "Oh I would do what God tells me to do." But really how many of you do? Don't we normally sit there and tell ourselves that we actually need what we are holding on to? Don't we normally justify ourselves for whatever that God said needed fixing so that we can just go on with our lives? Now yes there are times when God has told you to do something and you do it right then and there, but really how often do you do that? Don't you doubt yourself? Fight if that is the right answer? You really put more effort into saying that you should keep it, than give it away. Yeah it is hard to give up things, and yeah we have all been there. But what is the point of holding on to these things if God tells us to let go. Go back to the beginning of the song now. Read the words, and listen to the song. It talks about how God is the one who created everything and just gives us an image of how powerful God is. So why fight God who created everything. Created time and space and holds the stars. I personally don't think that is someone that we should decide to tell no to. So instead of making up excuses for holding on to the things that God has told you to let go, let those things go. Lay your life down at God's feet. Give God you all and really let God take you apart. And then act on what God did in your life and capitalize on it. Don't look back, and only look to the future God has in store for you. -KeymasterPL

Power

2011-08-06T21:21:00.000-07:00

For some reason we just love power. Whatever type of power it is us, as humans, just want to have it and to be the more than anyone else. You want to rise in the ranks until you control the situation. You can't stand having someone else tell you how, or what to do. And really, if we are being truthful we do the same thing with our relationship with God.

Now you might be asking me how do we mix power in with our relationship with God? Well, it is simple. It's our own lives.

Think for a second. How many times has God asked you to do something and you decided to say "No, that is not for me" or "Nah, I think I will be fine if I stay where I am" or "I don't feel comfortable doing that" or "I am not good enough to do something like that"? I would guess a decent amount of times. Now at this point some of you are already knowing where I am going to go with this. That we want to have power over our own lives and that God should truly be the one in power. Like come on, God is never wrong. He did create you, so why should you think that you should be in control of your own lives. Yes, all that is true, and we should be doing those things, but I want to take it all in a different approch.

If you really think about it, we truly do want what God has in store for us. We have read so many stories of what God has done for people in the bible. God has provided in times of need and still does. God protected His children when they needed Him and still does. In our hearts we know that God has the best plan for us, and that we should follow all of His instructions to us. But then where does it all go wrong? Where do we hit the point that we consider our own plans compared to the one God has in store for us? Why can't we just get by the wall that makes us think that we know better and have a better grasp on our lives than God does?

I know I don't have all the answers to every single question and really I only know what I am told by God. And what I have for you all today is that one of the problems that stops us is our mind.

Our mind? How is our mind what is hindering us from doing what God wants us to do? Well, reflect for a moment. Go back to a time when God told you to do something and you decided to say "No, I'm good". Now why did you say that to God? Why did you think that you knew what was going on? Wait a second.... look back at the words: think and knew. Because we thought that we have everything in order. We like it where we are. People refer this to living in your comfort zone. You are comfortable where you are right now and with your walk with God. You are liking how everything is going. If you relationship with God is strong, or if there really isn't a relationship with God you like were you stand.

But stop thinking..... really stop thinking and listen to your heart. Because I bet you that your heart is telling you to get up. Get up and follow the path that God has set before you. It is right there, so take it. Stop thinking that you know what is going on, because that is what gets you in trouble.

Talk to God and listen what He has to say. Going back to two posts ago, it really is that easy to talk to God. There is no special hours that He will only be available. He is waiting for you to talk to Him and to stop thinking, and start going by what is in your heart. Does your heart really want you to do evil? No, your heart wants you to do what Jesus did. Because Jesus lives within your heart. He is always right there, and never lose sight of that. You are never alone, and will never go on this walk alone. Jesus is always right there to help you win the fight.

So go, Go walk the path that you were meant to walk. Go do what you were meant to do. And, never think that you know what is going on. Because we can never understand God. Even though God has, and is the same and will never change, we will still never be able to understand God fully. That is how amazing, and powerful God is. So if we can't understand, then don't try to. Don't think and go on the right path.

-KeymasterPL

Back to Basics

2011-08-01T00:09:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it just seems that life is stuck in the same place. You try to push in to seek God with all that you have, but it just seems like you are going nowhere. You do everything that you can think of to get out of this, but nothing works. There are a few times were it seems like you finally made a break out, but then something just comes and brings you back down. You take a step forward, but then it just seems that you fell down 20 steps and now have to work your way back up. Is there anyway to get out of this place that you are in?

Well, yes there is. There are many ways to get out of this place. Prayer, fellowship, and sometimes just keep pushing until you have nothing left to push with. But there is another way to get out of this place, and it is called going back to basics. Now most of you do not get what I mean by this, since this phrase started as an inside joke with my friends, but I will do my best to explain.

What does it mean to go back to basics........ well... simply exactly what it says. You just need to go back to the basics. Go back to certain things that you used to do. Now, you do have to be careful with this and not go back to things that will push you farther down. Go back to the things that brought you up and helped you get the close relationship you had with God.

Now if you are still confused I will give you an example. Today, I went to church. But the difference was that I went to the church that I haven't been to in, well a year to almost be exact. But that isn't the part of me going back to basics. The worship was awesome and the preaching was amazing (we had a guest preacher come in today), but right before the preacher finished he wanted to worship team (the youth band was playing this week) to come back up and play a song. My friend was playing the drumset for worship earlier, but had to leave early (I'm guessing he had to go to work), which meant the worship team didn't have a drumset player. For a little context, I used to be on the worship team at this church before my family decided to go to another church about a year ago. This church is actually the main reason I learned how to play drumset. I wanted to learn so that I could join the worship team at the church I went to. The head of the worship ministry was sitting behind me and I asked if I could step in to help out the worship band. Even though I was gone for a year, she let me go up and play with the worship band (which I didn't even know the song they were playing and I hadn't even heard the song before).

Right when I sat on throne and started to play it felt just like old times. I just played, didn't care how I sounded and just was worshiping God, just like I used to do when I played with that worship band. And really, that is exactly what I needed to get me unstuck. For me, I had to go back to basics.

So now it is your turn. If you are stuck and can't get out then try to go back to something that you really felt God. Whatever it might be. If it is going to a certain place and praying, or going to a certain place and reading your bible. Maybe it is even hanging with a certain group of friends and doing a certain activity. Whatever it is go back to it, because it can get you unstuck and back on track.

Sometimes we make things way too complicated and because of this never are able to get out. But, just as the inside joke started, sometimes you just need to go back to the basics. So try it. Go Back to the Basics.

-KeymasterPL

If Only It Were That Easy

2011-07-24T02:45:00.000-07:00

How many times in your life have you said that?

If only it were that easy.

All you have to do is this and this.

If only it were that easy.

Once this is done that can happen.

If only it were that easy.

I wish this could happen.

If only it were that easy.

Now you might be asking yourself at this point:

"Why is Key saying this?"

The answer is simple, because we do this in our walk with God.

How many times have you told yourself :

It would be so easy if I could just ask God about this.

But wait a sec...... it is that easy. It is easy enough to say:

Hey God, what do you think about me doing this?

Hey God, what should I do today?

Hey God, how should I go about doing this?

Then why don't be just do these things? Then why do we feel that we can't just ask God these simple questions and expect God to answer. Do we think that God will only answer what we call "big" or "important" questions. All the time we ask our friends about their opinion on certain items throughout our life, but why can't we ask God those same question?

Well, we actually can ask God those question, but how many of us would actually do that? How many people would ask God:

What should I get for dinner?

Now before everyone jumps up and says that they would I want you to think about something. Many people talk about how close their relationship is with God and how God is the one they go to for everything. But is that true.

Say an issue pops up in your life. Some examples would be: friend goes missing, relationship ends, family isn't getting along, car broke down, got into an accident, you broke something, or something just ended up breaking that was important. How many people would bring these things to God first. And before you jump up and say you would, think. The last time something like this happened to you who was the first person you talked to? God? A family member? A friend? And be real with yourself. Who did you really go to first. I know most of you want to say God just to make you seem like an awesome amazing Christian. But who did you really go to first.

I know that in my life when issues have come up I haven't always gone to God first. I sometimes go and tell a friend to get advice from them. Or I would tell my brother or my parents to see what they had to say. Then I would remember that God has the right answer and then listen to Him. I can give you an example which just recently happened in my life. My girlfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago and the first person I told or said anything to was one of my friends. I called him up and told him what happened and we talked for a bit. The next thing I did was text some of my other friends, who were sleeping since it was 3am. Then I finally started to talk to God about the whole thing. Even though a lot of it was me getting over the emotions of it all I still turned to my daddy and lifted my arms saying "Pick me up and hold me."

But just look at that situation. I have God right in front of me, but turn to the side to talk to my friends about everything before I ask God to hold me and comfort me. Does anyone other than me find that wrong? That is like saying a baby is crying because something happened and the baby's parents are right there waiting for their child to ask them to pick him up. But instead the baby decided to go for a walk and then come back to his parents later to be picked up. How many babies would do that? In reality, the baby would just go straight to their parents because that is where the comfort is.

Then that brings up another question, where is the comfort in your life? Where do you turn to when something bad happens? Personally I usually turn to friends, music, and God. And sometimes it is in that order while other times it is music, God, friends. And in some, and I mean some, occasions it has been God, friends/music. In my life my comfort comes from telling my friends what happened and listening to music before going to those warm and comfortable arms. But why? Why do I like to run away from the comfort for such a long time? It is the same reason why we all run away from the comfort, because we like to deal with the issue on our own, or would rather go to others for advice on the issue.

Now I want you all to do an exercise. Go into your phone and look at the person you call the most and then the person that you text the most. Do that for the top 5 people. Those are the people that you are in a relationship with. Those 5, or more depending on if you text some people more than call them. Now, think about how many times you talk to God. Compare that to the people who you call and text the most. Now, which one is greater. Do you talk to God more than you talk/text people? Or does God go under your top 5? Now do the same exact thing with items. Which items do you look at the most compared to how many times you look towards God each day.

Now it all comes back to why we don't go to God first. Why, because our relationship is with other people or other things than with God. And if you don't believe me just look back at your results from the exercise above and make sure that you are being truthful about your results.

God should always come first, and I mean always. I know there are times in my life that He hasn't been first. And those times are not the best times. Many mistakes are made when other things and other people are put before God. We just have to have faith that God knows what He is doing.... because He does. We need to stop living our lives with us controlling the future, and let God control the future.

Think about it like this:

When something happens, instead of picking up your phone and calling one of your friends, how about pick up the phone and just talk to God. Don't call anyone using the phone, just get into a conversation with God. Who ever said we couldn't call God? We are.

So now when something happens think about it in a new way.

I just want to pick up the phone and call God to ask him a question. If only it were that easy.... oh wait a second. It really is that easy. So then, go and pick up your phone and give God a call. He has been waiting for your call, and the line will never be busy when you call God.

-KeymasterPL

Feelings

2011-07-14T01:37:00.000-07:00

Feelings are something that everyone has, and each person uses their emotions to a different extent. Some people express themselves one way, such as being loud and letting everyone know what they think on a subject, while other people like to keep their emotions to themselves or close their emotions from everyone. Yet, even though most of the time we don't know, are emotions actually radiate out of us and affect others around, not just yourself.

For example, if you have high energy all the time while you are with a group of people, slowly the others in the group will start to chime in with the high energy. Then everyone is cracking jokes and having a good time with one another. On the polar opposite side of the spectrum, if you are really quiet, or have low energy then the others around you will start to chime in with your quietness or lack of energy. Then everyone will not talk to each other and keep to themselves or every comment becomes serious and not jokes can be made.

The true challenge with these feeling is discerning which feels are acceptable to keep feeling for long periods of time and which are not. But, in discerning lies another issue, our emotions. Our emotions can get in the way, sometimes, with what the actual outcome that God give us. For example, you caused a car accident two years ago and you still feel utter regret. You might discern that it is OK to feel that way because it will make you be a safer driver and pay more attention while on the road. Truthfully, God is actually telling you that you need to give that to him because you shouldn't be holding on to something such as that. The true test is to push through the emotions, and get to the actual answer God wants you to hear.

Just take some time today. Talk to God, and put all your emotions on the side. Ask God when you misheard Him, and then ask for forgiveness. We all have misheard God in our lifetime, but that doesn't mean we should never acknowledge it. The first half or forgiveness is acknowledging that you did something wrong and really feeling bad about it. Then, you ask God to forgive you for what you have done. After you have had that talk with God, then ask Him to help you hear his voice clearer than you hear it now. And that if you discern incorrectly to let you know. Lastly, ask God to do the same to everyone that you come in contact with. Let those people hear His voice clearer. And if they discern what God is saying then ask Him to let them know.

God Bless
-KeymasterPL

Some thoughts

2011-07-08T16:47:00.000-07:00

It's funny how life just takes turns that we really don't like to happen. A death in the family, a friend dies, a car breaks down, house catches on fire, a relationship go south and to two push each other out of their lives, just a bad relationship in general. Most of these things happen without our control at all. We can't control when a family member passes away. We can't control if a part in your car fails and you are left stranded in the middle of nowhere. But, we can control how relationships go.

Being in a relationship is a tricky thing, because our emotions will get the best of us. We think that we are doing the right things but everything changes. The relationship only works when the two members are with each other and when distance comes into the equation everything falls apart. But all these things can be controlled and avoided with the focus being in the right place. With God.

The main issue when it comes to relationships is that an event happens and one side works to try to get everything to be ok. They devote themselves to try to get everything back to order and end up becoming obsessed with the other. There lies the whole problem, putting the other in front of God in your life. God should always be first, no matter what happens and no matter who you meet/are with. But, be aware that listening to God also becomes a troublesome subject.

Even if we think we have everything under control, our emotions will end up making us think we know what God wants for us. We think that God is saying one thing, when He could be saying the other. It can make us come to conclusions that God did not say at all, just because our emotions get in the way. We have to make sure that God has control of our emotions and make sure that God has that in check. Keep God first, and make sure that God has complete control of your life.

Now comes the really hard part, issues. Many times when issues come up relationships just fall apart and end. Some relationships will take some issues but when a huge issue comes along will fall. Other relationship will always persist and will be able to get through all issues. The main point is to let God help you get these issues fixed, and fixed the way God wants them and not the way we want them fixed.

Ok, now if the relationship is still going you need to make sure that God is really at the center of everything. Keep making sure that God is always first, and the other is not. But if the relationship goes down the drain then many different outcomes can come.

The two break off fine and everything is well between them

The two have a horrible break up and never talk to each other and resent each other for the rest of their lives.

The two are ok with the break up, still feel emotional pain from the separation but are able to move on with everything being fine. Maybe a little distance is created to give each party some times but then all normal actions occur after.

The two are ok with the break up, still feel emotional pain from the separation but are able to move on with everything being fine. But, they decided the the only way for things to come back to a friendship is to completely start over as if they never met before. Basically pushing each other away, not talking, not communicating, until their paths finally meet again.

With any of these outcomes (which there are more that can happen) we have to remember that God will make everything well with time. It might not be anything you expect it to be between the two, but it will be what God wants it to be. You just have to remember one thing if a relationship fails.

Always give God the glory.

From Facing the Gaints

If we win, we give God the glory. And if we lose, we give God the glory.

No matter what happens God should get the Glory. God loves you, and He will help you through any hard times that are ahead of you.

A Few Questions

2011-06-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

When is the last time someone asked you to give up everything you had to do something? When is the last time that you actually did drop all that you had to do something or follow someone?

Now take these questions and rely them to your faith. When you accepted Jesus in your life did you give up everything you had to follow him, or did you just make Jesus fit your life? Do you follow what God has to say or do you just follow what God says when it fits what you want? Now, are you willing to drop everything you have to follow Jesus right now at this very moment. If Jesus said drop your job, family, and house to follow Him would you? If you answer no, then why? Are you to comfortable where your life is right now to care what Jesus has to tell you?

Just take some time to go over the questions, and see where your life falls.

The Mind

2011-04-26T23:07:00.000-07:00

The mind is a strong and powerful thing. Something that contains so much, but doesn't show it half of what it can do. The mind has so much potential, but doesn't use it. And yet, our minds meld us to who we are. Or is it the other way around? Do we actually meld our minds by are actions and words?

Well if you speak something then that thing will come to pass. The melding of the mind is a lifelong process that never stops. Ever wonder why you change throughout the years? Well this is because your mind has melded to a new state. But you have to be careful what you let your mind change to. Your mind can play tricks on you. Some people even say that our worst enemy is our own mind.

Why you might ask.

With all the potential that our minds have we frequently will over think or under think situations that come our way. Because of this your mind can lead you into some serious trouble. This includes a change of focus, a loss of interest in things, a loss of energy so that you are always tired, and can even go as far as thoughts to kill yourself. These thoughts occur at different times in your life based on what changes your mind has gone through.

So what do we have to do to make sure our mind doesn't change to this bad state?

If you speak against your mind of these terrible things then they will not come to pass. Yet, remember that you might have to say it more than once. Sometimes you have to constantly say to yourself “Lord get these thoughts out of my head as they are not of you" for these thoughts to completely go away.

Also make sure that if you say something, then take action on what you said (unless what you speak will end up bringing pain to yourself). If you speak something do what you said you were going to do. If you don't, you might disappoint someone, or even disappoint yourself.

Also remember this about Random Thoughts.

Random things that pop-up in your mind. Set a control of what you let come out, and actually ponder about. We need not let certain thoughts come fully develop as those thoughts can cause corruption. Corruption is something that must be avoided at all costs. Putting a watch over your thoughts is something that you have to do in your everyday lives, or you might regret what you said to someone. Don't be one of those people, focus and pay attention before you say something, or just pay attention to what you think about. Your thoughts can end up controlling how you act. Let you thoughts be pure, then your actions will be pure, and your life will slowly turn to being pure.

The Wind

2011-04-10T22:35:00.000-07:00

The wind has been blowing. It has seemed like this wind has been blocking you from reaching your true goal. You fight and fight against the wind until you have no more energy. You give all that you are trying to push against this wind. You finally get to a point were you think that you have almost reached your goal, but the wind gets stronger. You give up and just sit down because what else can you do. Well there is one thing that you have been missing this whole time. You need to take your wings and let the wind take you where you are supposed to go. Stop fighting to get something that was never meant for you to have. Stop putting your energy into something without a reward. Take up your wings and fly away.Fly to the depths that God has intended for you. Reach the unattainable height you never thought possible. Now you are not fighting alone because you have the best back-up ever know. God. So fly, and let God's wind take you to the right place.

Getting Back to Why I Created this Blog in the First Place

2011-03-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

Looking back it has been too long since I posted something on here in which was suppose to be on here. This blog was not meant to say how I am doing and such, so those post have now been deleted. This blog was always just meant to be about things that God has given me that I want to give you.

So, time to get back to the basics:

Time

Time is something that has been flying at the speed of light for ages now. Never knowing when it will slow down or speed up. Time just keeps flying by as if you were watching a high speed train go by.

Just like time, your life seems to be on this high speed train that just speeds up without an end. Yet, everything seems to be just fine since the track is completely straight. But, what happens when the high speed train of your life gets to a corner? The train is going to fast for the corner and the train derails. Now time seems to be lost and everything around starts to crumble. Then you want time to reverse itself so that you can slow the train down before the turn. But is that the real solution to the situation that you are in? No. You need to get on new tracks that will take your life in a different direction. One that time will speed up when needed and slow down when needed. Its time to get on the tracks that God has set for you, and get God be the conductor so that your life doesn't derail.

Let God be the One where most of your time goes. Stop sitting in front of the TV all day or watch videos on Youtube, or do other events that are meaningless and get into God's word. Spend your time in a way that will be beneficial to you, not just entertain you.

-KeymasterPL

A Loss

2010-03-02T17:13:00.001-08:00

Nothing can really prepare someone for a loss of a person. Even if the person was not that close as other friends you know, there is still pain as you knew such person.

Everyone always asks the same questions:

What do I do now?

Why does this has to happen to them?

Why can’t things like this be stopped?

Can I even go on?

All I can say is that a loss is a very emotional event that can happen. These question can only be answered by God. So in the grieving for the one gone ask God your question, and listen for the answer. That is what you have to do.

"be strong and courageous. do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go" --Joshua 1:9

We all Love you, Rest in Peace Chelsea King.

Strength

2009-03-04T18:17:00.000-08:00

Staying strong and not letting things get to you no matter what happens is a hard task, but not impossible. Staying Strong no matter what people say or what they think or even what they do to you, is also a hard task, but not impossible. Be strong through thick and thin even when everyone has abandoned you because not everyone has. God hasn't and never will. God is your way to beat the problems. Just remember that you are never alone, even if you feel like it. God is always with you, and will never leave you because you are his son/daughter. So stay strong.... you can do it!!!

Let the Joy of the Lord be your strength, lifting you high above your fears.

-KeymasterPL

Right Way

2009-02-07T17:16:00.000-08:00

"Enter by the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many. For the gate is narrow and the way is hard that leads to life, and those who find it are few."
(Matthew 7:13-14)

So what are you going to chose?

-KeymasterPL

Ok so what I was planning for Yesterday.

2009-01-17T08:52:00.000-08:00

Well I didn't get around to getting the stuff on my computer. It will be on shortly which means that it will be here shortly. Until then I have this for you:

Friendship

Friendship is something that everyone need to have to survive life. Friends help you through tough times and also are just there for you. Having a friend is a helpful attribute, yet you have to chose your friends wisely. You have to make sure that you have the right friends, or things could go in a direction that you never wanted those things to go.

Some friends can be trusted more than other friends, and some friends are nicer than other friends. It all depends on what type of friends you have. Some friends are shy, and some are super secure about their belongings. There is also the friends who are a multitude of what has already been stated. Yet, can you trust your friends with any informations? Can you ask for a little favor and expect your friends to oblige? Can you give your friend the truth and not have that friend take it too hard and never talk to you again? Does your friends stay by you when all hell breaks loose? If not, then they are not your friend.

Some friends just like one personality of you, and if that personality is not showing then they want nothing to do with you. Also they might just use you because they know how you act. Those are people who are not your friends. Be aware of such people.

Proverbs 22:24-25 “Make no friendship with an angry man; and you shall not go up with a man of fury, lest you learn his ways and get a snare to your soul.”

James 4:4 “Adulterers and adulteresses! Do you not know that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? Therefore whoever desires to be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.”

Yet, if you have good friends, try to make that friendship last forever.

-KeymasterPL

Darkness and Light

2009-01-05T21:28:00.000-08:00

Darkness

Darkness, something that consumes the life of all people, turning them into something that they never planned to be. It also can be described as a place were the light can not reach, or it is hard for the light to reach. Darkness can also be a feeling inside you of despair and pain that's hard to get away from, and try to never let it come back. Darkness spreads easily and consumes anything in it's path. Try not to let the Darkness get a hold of you., let your light shine through and Darkness you in counter. Don't get corrupted by the darkness because there will always be a dark part of you inside of you. Try to stay pure.

Yet even if you do get corrupted by the darkness, remember that “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.” (Psalm 23:4)

Light

Matthew 4:16 the people dwelling in darkness have seen a great light, and for those dwelling in the region and shadow of death, on them a light has dawned."

Mat 5:15-16 Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. (16) In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.

Our lives are meant to be lived in the light. Living with the light of Jesus, and going and destroying any darkness that comes our way. And we need to let this light go out and touch others. Not let this light only come out at certain occasions. Let you light shine all the time, and show others God through you. You will stand out to other people, and people that knew you soo well will notice something new about you except not know what it is. Its the light that Jesus gave to us so that we will shine. We belong to Jesus, so why not let his light shine through you all the time.

-KeymasterPL

Plans

2009-01-04T20:14:00.000-08:00

Have you ever made plans with some friends and they didn't end up coming true? Or have you ever had got a promise from someone but the promise didn't follow through? This is something that everyone goes through, the fact that plans we have don't always seem to go the way we planed them.

Yet, God's plan for you and me are the only plans that always come true. God knows what you are going to do in the future, and what you will decide at this very moment. Even though your plans might not be fulfilled doesn't mean God's plans won't be fulfilled.

For Example:
Matthew 2:21-23 And he rose and took the child and his mother and went to the land of Israel. (22) But when he heard that Archelaus was reigning over Judea in place of his father Herod, he was afraid to go there, and being warned in a dream he withdrew to the district of Galilee. (23) And he went and lived in a city called Nazareth, that what was spoken by the prophets might be fulfilled: "He shall be called a Nazarene."

God knew that Jesus was going to be a Nazarene, which he told the prophets, who spoke this word ("He shall be called a Nazarene."). God's plans was fulfilled.

So if God's plans always come true, then instead of going by your plans, you should go by God's plan.

-KeymasterPL

The New

2009-01-01T22:57:00.000-08:00

With the New Year here, what are you going to do with it?

I would do something, instead of keeping your life the same it has been.

Change isn't a bad thing, so instead of fearing it and trying to keep it away, try to embrace change for once. See how far that takes you.

-KeymasterPL

The End of the Year

2008-12-29T19:13:00.000-08:00

Well we have two days until the New Year, and what are you going to do in the New Year.

Live the same way you have been living now, with all the pain and suffering that you have been going through. Living the life that seems always goes the wrong way. Going around in circles because you can't do anything else. Follow the people you have been following because it is so much easier to live their life instead of yours. Are you just going to sit there and let the people around you fall into darkness? Are you going to let the lives around you break? Become destroyed, and never be able to be built back? What are you going to do with your New Year?

Well its a almost that New Year, as stated before two days. Families are coming together during the season, and families are growing apart. People are throwing what they knew and loved out the window, and some are holding dear. Pain is running across lives and joy is comforting others. Even in the dark, there is someones else who is in the light. People are dieing, yet others are being born.

Why don't you bring some light into someones life so that their New Year will be filled with joy. Everyone needs joy once and a while, and with the New Year most people reflect on their lives in the past year. Let the end be happy instead of sad. Help people that you never thought you would help. Your just live someone a hug just because you want to, you never know what will happen.

Lastly, make a decree of what is to come in the New Year, and don't just sit there expecting it to just happen. If you say something is going to happen, then you have to start putting it in motion.

God is always with you, and He loves you. So why not so love back to God and others. Also, make sure that God is first in your life. Don't put things or people over God. Just show true love towards God.

"We know the love that God has for us, and we trust that love." 1 John 4:16

-KeymasterPL

Random Thoughts

2008-12-27T22:23:00.000-08:00

Random things that pop-up in your mind. Set a control of what you let come out, and actually ponder about. We need not let certain thoughts come fully develop as those thoughts can cause corruption. Corruption is something that must be avoided at all costs. Putting a watch over your thoughts is something that you have to do in your everyday lives, or you might regret what you said to someone. Don't be one of those people, focus and pay attention before you say something, or just pay attention to what you think about. Your thoughts can end up controlling how you act. Let you thoughts be pure, then your actions will be pure, and your life will slowly turn to being pure.

-KeymasterPL

Blocking

2008-12-27T22:15:00.001-08:00

Blocking: Is when you hold something that you did, which was wrong, inside you.
In turn you are blocking what you did form people around you.

Why do you keep blocking?

For the reason the you can't live with what would happen if you unblocked yourself?

If you did there would be pain, over any extent that you ever felt?

Because you don't want people to know what type of person you are?

Because you know that it "can" make the problem go away?

You don't want to be labeled by what you did?

To afraid to tell the truth about the situation?

Answer:
Well by blocking yourself you create more pain for yourself. In turn, the pain will never go away. Blocking your problems will just lead to misfortune.

Also if you block one problem then you start to block more, and more, and more. Then you are blocking about one hundred problem that could have been solved pretty easy.

Another note is the all the blocked up problems will eventually burst out. The pain will overwhelm you into depression or into a darkness that you will never see the light from.

To fix this Blocking, all you need to do is tell someone you trust.
Not for the fact that you don't want anyone to know (because, the "friend" that you "trusted" will use that blocked problem against you).
But someone that you know will help you get this blocked thing taken care of.

Your life doesn't deserved to be filled with things that can be fixed easily.

-KeymasterPL

Its Time

2008-12-27T21:54:00.000-08:00

Its time, to take your sword and fight. To fight, not just whats in your life, but to help others fight whats in their lives as well.
Its time, to do things you never thought possible. Things that you thought could never happen start to become something so natural. Your thoughts seem to be changed.
Its time, to go and do something. Sitting around is no more, you have a calling, so why don't you do it?
Its time, to focus on the right thing. No more distractions that your mind seems to wander on, going form one thing to another.
Its time, to make your Father happy. He has done so much for you, so why don't you do something for Him?
Its time, to go out and fight and not always let the fight come to you.
Its time, to take a stand on your beliefs, and express those beliefs no matter what!!
Its time, to shut fear out. Nothing can stop you with your Father next to you.
Its time, to shed the light in the darkness, because no one wants to live in the dark.
Its time, to show love to all people. Even the people who stabbed you in the face, or back stabbed you.
Its time, to forgive. Because holding things in won't do any good.
Its time, to change the world. But you have to do something.
Its time,, to watch and listen to your Father to see what he wants to do, not what you want to do.
Its time, are you ready?
Its time...... so go do it!!! Your Father is right there.

-KeymasterPL

This your life

2008-12-27T21:53:00.000-08:00

This your life, so why do you live in the dark?
This your life, so why do you focus on nothing?
This your life, so why do you think the way you do?
This your life, is there a point to it?
This your life, have you done anything with it?
This your life, why are you ruining it?
This your life, is lieing the only way to go?
This your life, and you are going the wrong way.
This your life, are you going to do anything to change it?
This your life, why do you live this Fake thing you call your life?
This your life, how can you live with your actions?
This your life, why do you focus on things other than Him?
This your life, why do you bring things in between Him and you?
This your life. So stop letting other control that which is yours.
This your life, why don't you live like it is?
This your life. Is it that hard to go to the light?
This your life, and you aren't changing to the right thing.
This your life, are you who you want to be?

-KeymasterPL

Control (Problems)

2008-10-29T22:09:00.000-07:00

Control (Problems)

Control (Problems): You make even the littlest of problems into huge big problems that make you seek for help.
You in turn start to control other peoples lives so that your problems go away.

Does using control help you in any way?

Does it make the pain go away?
Is it fun to control other peoples lives?

Why do you make such a big problem over your problems?

Does it make it easier to live?
Does it let you control people?
Does it mean that you are weak?
Are you just afraid of losing people?
Should you make such a big deal or such little things?
Is it a way to get away from things you don't like?
Is it a way to get to something that you do like?

Answer:
Control (Problems) is not something that you want to do. All this does is change both the person controlling and the person being controlled.

Controller:
For the controller making you problems really big just shows that one, you are weak, two, you want to get away. three, you don't want to be independent, four, you like controlling other people because it makes you feel so good.

All you are doing is making things harder on yourself. You will in turn have a super hard time not controlling others to get you "problems" taken care of.

To fix this, you will need to stop making ever little thing a problem. This is the main thing that controllers do. They make everything a big problem, which changes their mood, which changes the mood in the one being controlled.

Its a huge domino effect. Controlling people shouldn't be fun. It should feel bad for the reason you are making someone do something against their will (at the beginning it will be against their will until you have controlled them so much that they "think that they are doing the right thing" but you are still doing it against their will. You just changed there way of thinking).
You need to stop being a controller. If you have to, yet not recommended, control someone to help you stop. Make sure that the person knows that you are trying to do this. If not they will "come to you help", more of destroy what you have accomplished or make you keep on controlling.

Person being controlled:
This person at the beginning would be affected by the controller. Later on you will see the effects of being controlled.

For example, the person "goes to the need of someone, a.k.a the controller" and things don't go so well. This will create the person being controlled to become mad, or very moody.
The changes aren't that hard to see.

The only way to fix this problem is to start to make the controllers life "perfect". What I mean by this is that, the controller wouldn't need the person being controlled for everything. The problems will start to be very little. Soon the person being controlled will be back to the kind of person he/she was before, or, the person will be stuck in the situation he/she is in. Or the person will be different, but not have the effects of being controlled.

Yet, sometimes person being controlled became so changed that going back isn't going to happen. The best bet is to try to see if the person being controlled can be changed. If not you are going to have to deal with that person. But don't leave that person unless its for a super good reason.

The person being controlled is so used to being controlled, that if everyone randomly gives up and left him/her, that they might go crazy. Or they might make themselves change. Yet don't try it. Most of the time the person will go crazy.

-KeymasterPL

The Thoughts In Your Head

2008-10-13T21:34:00.000-07:00

The thoughts in your head

Stop and listen for a while:

What do you here?

Random stuff that doesn't really mean anything?
A song that has been stuck in you head for the last past hour?
Your concise trying to convince you to do the right thing in the situation you are in?
A little voice that you don't have to time to listen to?
What your parents said?
The same little voice that you are still ignoring?
Thoughts of you going mad?
The little voice is getting loud, but you are still focused on turning it out?

What are you going to do with what you hear?

Try to get it out of your head?
Trying to figure out what you are going to do?
Go with the flow that everyone else is going at?
Not care and live your life in a cloud not knowing when the cliff appears under your feet?
Live in the shadow of the people around your life just to get accepted for the things that you do?
Do all you can to not listen to the little voice?

Now you made your discussion and all hell goes lose:

What are you asking yourself?

Why is all this happening to me?
Does everything have to be like this?
Is this really the end?
Is this the begging of something that I don't want to start?

What are you going to do?

Fall to the ground and cry, knowing that nothing is going to comfort you in the situation that you got yourself stuck in?
Go to your parents, even though you know that they are going to despise you which gives you more grief to deal with?
Go to a friend, yet not sure if they are a friends that you can trust. Which in turn could lead you to even worst problems?

Now think:

Whats the purpose?

You know whatever you do is going to lead you to some pain in the future?
You know that you will never get away with what you did even if someone say that its in the past?
Fight with yourself until there is no more you at all?

What was the reason for all this?

You did something wrong? No.
You thought by doing this could change your status? No.
You go the impression your life could be better in some way? No.
You thought that living in someone else s shadow could change you for the better? No.
You didn't think about the situation? No.

Now there is nothing else for you to do. Everything you wanted to accomplish is now long in the pain and terror of your horrible life.
Well there is answer to all this pain and suffering that you went through.

The Answer:

You didn't listen to the little voice.

Now think back... the little voice... what were you trying to do to it... as it was trying to HELP YOU... HELP you... Help you...

Now I know what you want to do know. Rewind time and go back so that you can listen to that voice. Yet you would be wasting your time.

Just listen again... listen again... for the little voice..........

Now you hear it... its a warm and soothing voice.

Well its the voice of God. And he's always talking to you, his child, wanting you to finally notice he is there. Not to put him aside like you have been doing.

Now just follow Gods word and everything will be OK.

All the pain slowly starts to go away.

The lifeless life you had is now starting to come alive.

And it all starts with you listening to a small little voice in your head.

Who would have thought that it would be that easy.

I know...

You wouldn't... but now you do.

Just stay with God, and he will stay with you... his precious child.

-KeymasterPL

Rewind

2008-10-11T22:01:00.000-07:00

Rewind

Rewind: When you think about if you knew something in the past, or, if you did something in the past, how it would effect your life.

In turn you are trying to rewind your thoughts to make you think that everything would be better.

Does rewinding your life do anything?

Does it make your life feel better?
Does it make the pain go away?
Are you trying to create closure with your thoughts?

Answer:
Never look back! No madder how much you try to picture the past change won't help. Your life wouldn't change just by you thinking about your past.

Live life in the now.

Don't be a step behind.

Living in the past is very dangerous as it can change your whole mindset. You will try to make things make sense. Which in turn will cause the situation, which actually makes sense, into something that is too complicated to make sense. (if you thought that that sentence was confusing, well..... that no where close to the thoughts that you come up with to try to change something thats already done).
Lastly, the past is BEHIND YOU!!!!!!

Its not going to come back at you (unless you totally did something that was really bad. Because it might come back for something like that).

The past is the past (that's a shocker). People miss the fact that lives don't stop at all, unless you make it stop. Your life, as well as everyone else life, keeps on going. Even though you are dwindling on the past doesn't mean you life stops. It actually means that your thoughts have stopped moving forward. To put this is easy terms, your thoughts are moving backwards as your life is going forward.

As I stated before, live life in the now. Why think of something that can totally mess up your future.
Then you will have to deal with that as well as you wandering mind to the past.

-KeymasterPL

Your Life

2008-10-07T22:45:00.000-07:00

Your Life

What is Life?

Some random entity that doesn't really last that long?
To prove that something has existence?
To show that things are living?
The fire that is inside you that keeps you going?
Being alive?

Who are major influences in your life?

Parents?
Friends?
Family?

Where is your life going?

For the horrible American dream?
For a ride that you don't even know when you can get off?
A well planned and thought out time line?

What are you doing with your life?

Ruining it with Drugs?
Drinking until you die?
Running from your problems?
Hiding in others shadows?
Trying to make a difference?
Doing something that will make a difference?

Are you doing anything good with it?

Yes?
No?
Maybe?

Are you facing the world head on with the life that you are living in now?

No, I just living?
No, I don;t really care about my life?
No, I just want everything to stop happening?
Yes, I am trying to fix things/
Yes, I am facing what life has in store so I can help those in need?

Are you living in a cloud that seems never ending?

Yes, because I am afraid what outside the cloud?
Yes, because I like it here?
Yes, because everyone else is?
Yes, because its nice in here?
Yes, because I know my life won't go anywhere?
Maybe, I get out but get pulled back in?
No, I won't let my life be clouded by what the world is trying to do to poison my mind/life?

Are you just done with your life and want everything to be over?

Yes?
No?
Maybe?
Its OK?
My life Sucks?
I want to die now?

Is this what you thought your life was going to be?

Yes, I knew every stupid thing I was going to do?
No, I didn't think that my life would end up like this?
No, but I didn't do anything to take me out of the situation that I'm in?

Why do you keep on living in a lie?

Because it makes everything OK?
Because that all I know how to do?
Because my life is a lie?
I don't have any other way to live?
Because I can't live my life for myself, so I have to live in others shadows?

Are you afraid of what is going to happen?

Yes?
No?
Maybe?

Are you actually afraid to see whats on the other side of the cloud?

Yes, because I never been there?
Yes, ...
No, because I'm not going to the other side?
No, because I've never been in the cloud?
Kinda, I've been on both sides?

Do you really not want to see the world for what is actually is?

Yes?
No?

Do you want everything to stay the same?

Yes?
No?

Hoping that nothing will change for the better?

Yes?
No?

Just having a thought that right now everything is good in life and its not going to get better?

Yes?
No?

If that's you then you need someone to walk up to you and hit on the head.

Answers to your problem:

Whats wrong with living a good life?

There is nothing wrong. You are just to stuck on what crap you are in to care to change your life for the better.

Whats wrong with change?

There isn't anything wrong with change. The people that have a problem with change are too afraid to see what the change will bring. Be afraid is what lead you to living the crap life you are in at the moment.

Whats wrong with getting out of the cloud?

As I said before about your life, there is nothing wrong. And same as change people are to scared to do anything to get out of the cloud. They don't want to see the world for what it actually is.

The only thing wrong is yourself.

Yes the road might be hard. But when you get to the other side you will see how great life and change can really be.

So, what are you doing still looking around the situation?

Trying to find the easy road? (Well, there isn't one. No madder what you do there will be hardship)

No madder what, no madder what the world will show itself to you.

It would be better if you were ready instead of it coming out of the blue.

Also, We need to think of life in the now!!

Because if you live your life in the past you will always be a step behind everyone else who are living in the now.

So, Go do it.

Its your life... Are you who you want to be?

-KeymasterPL